The Free Radical

The meetup in the dreamtime is progressing exceptionally well. With all of the dreamtime activity though, I’m experiencing days of sheer exhaustion. I sometimes feel like I’m partying all night long in my sleep… and then awake I’m feeling somewhat less than perfectly rested. Oh well, this is definitely a sacrifice I’m willing to make.

The image of a raucous party is actually fairly apropos. We’re all so very different in the dreamtime than we typically are in waking life. We’re a very confident, self-assured bunch. In the dreamtime it’s like we all know exactly what’s going on and know exactly what we each need to do to move the mission forward. Judging from the questions I’m receiving via email however, that confidence is stretched very thinly across our waking minds like a fragile veil. I would like to point out though that the quality of the questions for the most part is quite excellent!

These messages are an attempt at bridging the gap between our physical embodiments and our dreaming doubles. Team members are apparently having little difficulty reaching the level of the collective in their dreaming, but most are still having a devil of a time recalling their participation upon waking. The foremost thing to point out here is that this is perfectly normal and to be expected. Don’t sweat it. You may be simply left with a vague feeling upon awakening that you’ve just returned from somewhere significant, but not a single image comes to mind. The collective unconscious is a place of very deep dreaming… and it tends to be rather featureless. For now just trust that the task is being accomplished as I endeavour to do my best to appease your conscious concerns.

The (great) questions are beginning to pile up, but I’d like to spend a fair chunk of time on this two-part question, since I think it’s rather important in a foundational kind of way.

Q: Why is The Shift taking so fucking long, and what does it mean to be awake and aware anyway?

A: Now doesn’t that just stab at the heart of the matter right there? Hopefully y’all can relate to that one!

As for the first part of the question, at this point I’d say that it really isn’t taking that long. When we gather in the dreamtime, we’re all pretty satisfied with the pace of the progress being made. We see all the necessary movements and shifts occurring at a relentless pace at that very deep level. (It’s kinda like the visual peak of a magic mushroom trip where everything is just liquid fun and fluid, morphing and flowing patterns breaking down and recombining.) We’re just still experiencing difficulty dragging the evidence up into the waking world of physicality. A tipping point is rapidly coalescing however. I mean, honestly, can’t you just feel that most people are bristling with the energy that shouts “Enough!”? It has to burst forth soon. Just look at the situation in Ukraine. Could the Western oligarchs look any more incompetent and foolish? Oh wait, I bet they can. They’ll still outdo themselves with their hypocritical buffoonery. Let’s watch, shall we?

Now, the second part of the question. What does it mean to be awake and aware in the context of what this world is trying to accomplish? This is a critical point to understand. The very first thing to establish here is that the whole playing field– or the battleground if you prefer– is in consciousness. Consciousness is the key to everything in this undertaking. Fortunately, every true human being on the planet has unrestricted access to their own consciousness, so we all possess the inherent tools for participation.

So what part of consciousness is undergoing transformation? Awareness. At the risk of delivering a spoiler I’ll point out that I’ve already dedicated an entire book to the exploration of awareness. In my second book, Butterfly Dreams: The Nectar of Transformation, the nectar of transformation is awareness. That is not only true now; it is true for the whole duration of the journey. As long as consciousness is required to expand– which is actually an act of reclamation, increasing awareness is the means to do it.

So how do we increase awareness? Is it the amassing of data? Of being aware of all the latest and greatest conspiracy theories? Unfortunately, many think that it is so. At best, this is but the tiniest fraction of what awareness means within the context of what we’re accomplishing. It’s difficult to define aspects of consciousness clearly. Our sciences have steadfastly shied away from serious explorations of anything much to do with consciousness. Our lexicon is lacking, verbally and conceptually. My own best “definition” of awareness strongly correlates awareness with one’s ability to work on oneself. By becoming more aware of our own consciousness, by learning to see through its patterns and habits, we gain the power and insight to transform our own consciousness. This again is one of those things that can’t be overstated. Developing a “witnessing” consciousness– a silent observer of our internal reality– is absolutely essential. In my opinion, that is precisely and very predominantly what meditation is for.

As soon as we see ourselves in the waking world as having achieved “wakefulness” or adequate awareness and now we’re just waiting for the rest of the external world to catch up before we can move on, that’s a sure sign that it’s actually time to turn evermore inward to find the subtle remaining blockages within ourselves. Yes, we can try to create dramas in the external world of manifestation to try and “unblock” others, but the actual unblocking can only be achieved internally. There is no other way. When you come up against an obstacle in the world of physicality, rest assured that it is a certain manifestation of a blockage within you… guaran-fucking-teed. The transformation is within consciousness– always. The external world is undeniably the reflection of consciousness– individual and collective. The quantum enigma has pointed to this irrefutable fact for more than eighty years. Take heed… but as a politically incorrect mystic once said “Just don’t bite the finger!”

And now just one more quick question. But don’t worry, I’ll write up another missive in the next few days. I promise (and this isn’t a “David Wilcock promise.”)

Q: Are you just making all of this up, or does this have some basis in reality?

A: Let me ask you: Are you just making up your life, or does it have some basis in reality? Do you see what I mean? And if you don’t, contemplate it awhile; there’s a crucial insight here.

But I hear ya. I get what you mean. The best I can do here is offer a few external sources, but actual verification can only come to you from within.

In the meantime, you might want to check out:

Quantum Enigma: Physics Encounters Consciousness by Rosenblum, Bruce and Kuttner, Fred
-for a general overview of scientific support for what I’m advocating here. Also:

The Individual and the Nature of Mass Events (A Seth Book) by Roberts, Jane and Butts, Robert F.
-for a general overview as expressed through channeling. I’ve always really enjoyed Seth’s explanations of these thorny topics.

And finally a more personal and individualistic approach can be well facilitated by:

You Are God. Get Over It! (expanded second edition) (The Bridge of Consciousness) by Waters, Story

If you can handle Story Waters’ very direct approach, this one may be of tremendous value to personal seekers. It speaks directly to your soul and may bypass your rational mind completely.

There, that’s the best I can offer in way of proof… for now.

(Transcendental) Juke Monkey

Awakening to a Hyper-Dimensional Blog Post

Message to the TOURS (Team Of United Renegade Sovereigns) #1 and #2

The Boy at the Bus Stop

Shifters Episode 3: What Dreams and Sisters Are Made Of

Unity Consciousness and the Abyss

Message To/From the TOURS (Team Of United Renegade Sovereigns) #3

Oops! Silly presumptuous me! With the First Contact message I had just assumed that I was initiating first contact. Well, it turns out that I was actually a bit of a latecomer to the party. There were already 219 TOURS members who had made “first contact” in identifying each other and had already begun to organize themselves around the larger mission… and they were waiting for me! What’s more, they have already allied themselves with a group of cetaceans. Cool!

So I guess it’s safe to say that things are progressing rather quickly– even quicker than I thought possible. That being the case, I will use the agency of this third missive as a means to try and answer the flood of questions which has poured in over the past few days.

Before we get to the questions and answers though, I would like to explicitly state that there is nothing exclusive about these messages. They are for everybody, even those who are sure that they have nothing to do with the Team Of United Renegade Sovereigns (TOURS). We have nothing to hide; there’s nothing secret about our mission. We’re all for complete transparency. And that brings us right up against our first question.

Q: Are you serious? Is this for real?

A: The short answer: Yes.

My standard answer: I’m a fiction writer… or am I?

But I suspect that you want something more yet. This is all as real as anything else; it’s as real as butterflies and unicorns and ham sandwiches with way too much mayonnaise. See how serious I can be? Oh wait, you’re supposed to be asking the questions… continue.

Q: I don’t understand why you had to wait until a certain time to reveal your agenda. If it was dangerous to do so earlier, why is it that now the danger has suddenly passed?

A: While the collective consciousness of humanity was still dominated by some very large factions holding considerable sway both at the level of the collective unconscious and in the real world arena, any group announcing that they were here to undermine that “power” would be in very real danger to being eliminated– i.e. killed. Although the vast majority of the TOURS will not reveal themselves in the waking world, there are nevertheless certain “sorceries” which might have been employed by the large coordinated factions which might go a long way to identifying the members as we begin to influence the collective through our unified effort. Therefore, we had to wait until the largest factions became more fractured and consequently ineffectual before declaring ourselves.

Q: Wouldn’t you naturally be more effective utilizing a coordinated approach from the beginning?

A: As individuals mostly working in the dark, members of the TOURS all have a strong intuition as to what the initial mission looks like. They can accomplish the mission without knowing that they are part of the team or that there even is a mission. During the “fragmentation” portion of the mission, we are merely “smugness busters.” Through conversation, art, education, social networking, or any other means we simply confront smugness– those who are overly confident in their world view– and challenge it. Although from time to time some of us might fall into the trap of getting a bit preachy, deep down we know that we’re not here to push a particular “truth” upon individuals or the masses. The early part of the mission is to address the prevalent entrenched views and move them into a state of limbo where they might finally be honestly questioned.

Q: If we’re not already part of the TOURS, is there any way that we can join at this point?

A: Membership in the TOURS is rather fluid. On every planetary mission we gain a few members and we lose a few members. There is nothing per se to prevent you from joining our ranks now. You may even join in the TOURS’ unity consciousness which underlies the next phase of the mission. The difficulty lies in the temptation of other narratives. At the completion of this current Earth mission, Earth inhabitants will have (likely) selected a few open-ended narratives which will form the structure and framework moving them forward into a new reality. Some will remain a part of the New Earth collective, while others will choose to join collectives which constitute other worlds entirely. Some will stay; some will go. I myself feel inclined to stay here with the New Earth collective for some time after the mission’s success because I deem the Earth reality to be most intriguing and offering the greatest opportunity for personal evolvement. I have long said that I intend to be here another thousand years, although the mission should be complete in just a few short years from now. A newcomer like yourself will only join our ranks to complete similar missions on other worlds if the other options (narratives) on offer are found to be less appealing. Like I said, we gain a few; we lose a few.

Q: How do you realistically expect all of the TOURS to wake up to their mission when you yourself have said that there’s no way in hell that they’re all going to access your blog?

A: A few will not awaken until the mission is nearly complete. Invariably there are some who succumb to the seduction of some insidious narrative that they choose to identify with instead. Despite very careful planning, this cannot be avoided. However, as we come together now in unity consciousness as an experienced task force, the allure of that unity exerts a powerful pull on those who have been attuned to it since before their birth in this lifetime. Through their powerful intuitions they will find us… as One.

Q: You mentioned certain triggers, even providing links to articles written by other authors. Does that mean that Paul Levy and Julian Wash are part of the TOURS? And how about the obscure music you’ve been sharing lately? Are those artists members too?

A: Not necessarily. So-called triggers can come through any member of humanity who agrees to act upon the inspiration provided. As members of the TOURS encounter such triggers they are able to recognize a certain “subtle anarchism” sewn within. The triggers awaken a vague sense of mission… and then the search begins in earnest.

A true trigger refrains from overtly promoting any specific agenda or narrative. They are generally freedom oriented.

Q: Now that you have revealed yourselves, what’s to prevent those of ill-intent from infiltrating your ranks?

A: Nothing. Any and all are welcome to join in the unity consciousness we are momentarily establishing. It is the very nature of unity consciousness that one cannot join in without becoming fully transparent in the process. It is simply impossible to enter into unity consciousness with a concealed personal agenda. Individuals with ill-intent may very well seek to infiltrate, but their intentions will be perfectly clear to all in the One. The power of unity consciousness is impossible to usurp. We welcome the attempt.

Here I should add that our numbers are in the neighborhood of a quarter of a million members. That’s not a huge unity, but it should well suffice for this mission. Before the period of fragmentation within Earth’s collective there were several factions which were much larger than that– although their association was not of true unity consciousness. Before those large factions broke apart, they were a very real threat. Now they are no longer.

Q: In Message #1 you said that “scientific materialism” was the prevailing view on Earth at this time, but there’s a billion catholics, a billion muslims and all the other religions too. How can scientific materialism truly be the majority?

A: Admittedly, I rushed through that portion of the message for the sake of brevity. Allow me to elaborate now. Even though many people purport to be adherents to a particular religious faith, when it comes right down to their core beliefs, many if not most are scientific materialists. For example, modern allopathic medicine is based squarely within scientific materialism. When a muslim or a catholic has a sick child on their hands, the vast majority will go to the allopathic doctor and administer the doctor’s prescription, regardless of their purported faith in supernatural providence.

Another crucial distinction here is that scientific materialism may not in fact hold the majority of Earth inhabitants in its camp; it is just the largest of all the factions. There is no requirement that it needs to exceed 50%. There is just no other viewpoint that comes close to having the same number of adherents as scientific materialism.

Also, at this point– and this is crucial to the situation– no one on Earth right now is quite as sure of their view as they were just a couple of years ago. Despite their protestations, demonstrations and recalcitrant bluster, everyone’s view of the world has now admitted a little wiggle room. Largely, the prevailing perception at this moment is mostly a force of habit… and not the true conviction it once was.

Q: You said that scientific materialism is a bankrupt paradigm, how so?

A: Quantum physics is not in dispute. Quantum theory is the most successful theory in the history of science on Earth. None of its tenets has ever been shown to be incorrect. There is not a single reputable scientist who disputes this. Quantum physics has been in use for more than eighty years. It insists upon an observer/participant-created reality. In some sense– which is still open for interpretation but not refutation– consciousness causes the reality of our experience. The universe described by scientific materialism– one that has an independent mechanistic existence irrespective of conscious perception– has been shown to be false. Again, scientifically, this is not in dispute. It is merely the habits and inherent structure of language and moneyed interests which keep the world perception locked within a bankrupt paradigm.

A further note of caution, though. The many-varied interpretations of quantum physics are not all scientifically based. There are definitely some whack interpretations out there. But at this point it is safe to say that space, time, matter and energy do not possess an independent existence apart from consciousness. Science can no longer evade the confrontation with consciousness if it is to continue moving forward.

Q: Towards the end of message #1 you say that there are some unique contributing factors concerning Earth, but the explanation which follows is a bit vague. Can you elaborate? (I’ve edited this question for clarity and brevity.)

A: Yes, it’s almost as though my readers, or Team members, could sense that there was something more I was trying to point at but managed only a poor description of in the end. Let me try again.

Worlds, what we usually refer to as habitable planets, are in essence collectives of consciousness. The agreements held within those collectives directly and invariably determine the nature of reality within each respective world. The consensus of perception held within the “planetary” collective determines the types of experiences that can be gleaned in those realities– the way in which reality will manifest. Each world (each collective) expresses its own unique reality. They can each exhibit vastly differing “natural laws.” The universe is not at all uniformly objectifiable. Each world is an independent local reality… until it confronts the full and unavoidable nature of consciousness and chooses to enter into true unity consciousness which is the proactive and fully aware creative expression of the original collective consciousness… evolved. (Read that sentence again.) Okay.

Earth is the theatre for the Grand Reunification. It was deliberately seeded with representations from all other worlds. (Not necessarily every planet, but every type of planetary existence.) The diversity which Earth has had to accommodate is truly staggering and mind-boggling in scope. Essentially, that is the main reason that a human being standing here upon Earth’s surface looking out into the vastness of space perceives such an incredibly huge… unfathomably enormous universal reality.

Remember, space is a mental construct of our collective perception. It has to appear that large in order to accommodate the crazy diversity present here. Time as well is a construct of our collective consciousness suggesting huge lengths of time spanning unimaginable eons in order to again accommodate such diversity within the context of an ongoing evolution.

Our seeming insignificance here is merely a reflection of the monumental task we’ve taken on. Fortunately, a huge chunk of the work has already been accomplished. We’re just in the middle of this chaotic transition that will see us– and the rest of the universe as a result of our efforts– move into an era of increasing integrity… toward the Grand Reunification.

Q: I’ve been reading your blog consistently for some time now and I’m sorry to say that you have failed to put forward a consistent philosophy. You seem to often contradict yourself, claiming one thing as truth today and then belittling that same truth tomorrow. Why should I believe anything you have to say?

A: You shouldn’t. And you are perfectly correct. I haven’t always been particularly consistent. I haven’t needed to be… although there are definitely some points on which I’ve been very consistent.

Deep down I’ve always known that it wasn’t my place to tell people what to believe. Intuitively I’ve always known that my basic message wasn’t “Follow me.” A lot of my writing, especially early on, like my first two books, was about me trying to work things out for myself. I was in the dark. I had an insistent but nevertheless vague sense of mission, but I knew nothing of the TOURS. It’s been a long journey of remembering. And as a communications expert within the TOURS it was natural for me to go through the process publicly.

The remainder of my writing is simply a challenge to the many faces of the status quo. Like I said before, I’m trying to shake the smug confidence of multiple entrenched views. My job is to make you question yourself. Of course, since I present a threat, oftentimes this results in others merely questioning me rather than themselves. Oh well, what more can I do?

Q: How often can we expect further messages?

A: As often as is necessary. Typically, in the beginning, as we assemble our ranks and formulate a united course of action, there is a flurry of messages to try to coordinate ourselves within the premeditated chaos. As we organize and set about to completing the mission, things tend more and more to take care of themselves. So in the next few months you should expect to hear from me/us often; by next year and the year after, hardly at all… but by then you’ll be well grounded in knowing exactly what’s really going on.